i wILL bE......

There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me

All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go

Refrain:
I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

Chorus:
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Coz you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

Verse 2:
I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly

You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, coz you're here with me

Refrain:
And if I let you down
I'll turn it all around
Coz I will never let you go

Chorus:
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Coz you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

Bridge:
Coz without you I can't sleep
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I've got, you're all I want
Yeah...

And without you I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see,
You're all I need

Chorus:
And I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Coz you keep me from falling apart

All my life (my life), I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

Chorus:
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Coz you keep me from falling apart

And all my life, you know I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay (more)

am i Sad wHen I feel Like Ur GoinG.......

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
When you walk away I count the steps you take
Do you see how much I want you
Chorus
When you're gone the pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone the face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone ht words I need to hear
To always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do, reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things you do
When you walk away I count the steps you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
Chorus
When you're gone the pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone the face I came to know is missing too
when you're gone the words I need to hear
To always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
When youre gone the pieces of my heart are missing you
Chorus
When you're gone the face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone thewords i need to hear
Will always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you

reTurn....hehehe

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ader la stu hr tu ktorng kne wt ''sukaneke'' la lbih kuang kt dorng ni....mmg xcited abis...de game mcm..ak ni y xleh bla maen jgk....jrg sesgt la org bley tgk ak maen cmtu skali..haa bese ak ni duk je tgk org laen enjoy...xtaw la pe sakit hr tu bley enjoy abis...cm ak plak pt nye haaa..hehehehhe ...maen kepit bola..gula2 dlm tepung..haa tiup belon la..lg isi air dlm btol..msg karat xleh blah...yeahhhhh gtu lah kn.........kah3.....uit de ke ske cmtu..kuih3....haaa sopan ckit...
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haaaaa cte sal dak2 y prktikal lak ah...emmm de dak2 kpsl y ''ehemmm3'' dak kist y ok la...n dak kkm OT y sengal..haaaa tp diongbest lorr....xkerek...ye kew??emmmmm ye la kot....emmmm emmmm emmm lg ape ek??ptg2 cmnie mmg la otak xnk gerak..nk kne ECT dlu la kot..heheheh ape daaa....
cukup dh kot....6t la smbung lg.. nk tdo dlu haaa..penat blik keje td...
dh la smlm keje ptg,hr ni pg...nsib la esk ptg.. aw pg tegolek lh ak 6t kang...emm sape nk tolg kn2...huhuhuhuh =P
ok lh....cmpai dcini dlu erk...
law rjin komen lar..law x rjin mkneny ko mmg mls....dasar.....
heheheheh xpe ak xpkse...=P umm
k2 bye2.....papai....
assalamualaikum w.b.t.....

peace n0 wAr>>>>  =) & =P
  -----<3

tHank yOu ALLAH....

The sky is clear
The air is clean
The land is green
Thank you Allah

The path we walk
The lines we talk
The thing we see
Thank you Allah
Thank you Allah

Say Thank You Allah
Thank You Allah

When I sleep
When I eat
When I breath
Thank You Allah
Thank You Allah

Say Thank You Allah
Thank You Allah

In the night or in the day
Every morning after prayer
I'll never forget to say thank you

There are times when I'm alone
Feel alright or not so strong
I'll pray to you and say
Thank You Allah
Thank You Allah

So friends every time remember
Allah The Most Merciful
Say Thank you Allah
Thank You Allah

RamadHan.....penuh keBerkataN..

Bila canda membuat tertawa
Hati bahagia wajah ceria
Maaf dipinta segala dosa
Sambut gembira puasa mulia
Selamat menjalankan ibadah Ramadhan

Mencuci tangan di pinggir telaga, Pohon serumpun indah di tepiannya, Bulan suci Ramadhan hampirlah tiba, Mohon ampun maaf di pinta.

Embun suci di pagi hari, hati yg bersih ‘kan lahir kembali. Bulan ramadhan t’lah menanti, bersihkan diri menghadap Ilahi.
Mohon maaf atas segala khilaf yang ada, selamat menunaikan ibadah puasa, semoga ibadah kita diterima Allah ta’ala.

Sangatlah cantik kain pelikat… Dipakai orang pergi ke pekan.. Puasa Ramadhan sudahlah dekat.. Salah & khilaf mohon dimaafkan..

jika semua harta adalah racun, maka zakatlah penawarnya.
jika seluruh umur adalah dosa, maka tobatlah obatnya.
jika seluruh bulan adalah noda, maka Ramadhan lah pemutihnya.

anak melayu mengail ikan, perahu berlabuh ditengah lautan.
sambil menunggu datangnya ramadhan, jari ku susun mohon ampunan.

Jika hati ini seringkali jengkel, Jadikan ia jernih sejernih XL,
Jika hati ini seringkali iri, Jadikan ia cerah secerah MENTARI,
Jika hati ini seringkali dendam, Jadikan ia penuh kemesraan FREN
Jika hati ini seringkali dengki, Jadikan ia penuh SIMPATI

Ahlan Wa Sahlan Wa Marhaban Ya Ramadhan
Bebaskan Diri dari ROAMING dosa,
Raihlah HOKI Raihlah JEMPOL dari Ilahy

Berharap padi dalam lesung, yang ada cuma rumpun jerami,
harapan hati bertatap langsung, cuma terlayang e-mail ini.
Sebelum cahaya padam, Sebelum hidup berakhir,
Sebelum pintu tobat tertutup,
Sebelum Ramadhan datang, saya mohon maaf lahir dan bathin

gersang bumi tanpa hujan
gersang akal tanpa ilmu
gersang hati tanpa iman
gersang jiwa tanpa amal
marhaban ya ramadhan…

in My h3aD.......

Come on.

Everybody’s looking for love. Oh. Oh.
Ain’t that the reason you’re at this club. Oh. Oh.
You ain’t gonna find it dancing with him. No. Oh.
I got a better solution for you girl. Oh. Oh.

Just leave with me now. Say the word and we’ll go.
I’ll be your teacher. I’ll show you the ropes.
You’ll see a side of love you’ve never known.
I can see it going down, going down.

In my head, I see you all over me.
In my head, you fulfill my fantasy.
You’ll be screaming out.
In my head, it’s going down.
In my head, it’s going down.
In my head. Yeah. In my head. Oh yeah.

Some dudes know all the right things to say.
When it comes down to it, it’s all just game.
Instead of talking let me demonstrate. Yeah.
Get down to business and skip foreplay.

Just leave with me now. Say the word and we’ll go.
I’ll be your teacher. I’ll show you the ropes.
You’ll see a side of love you’ve never known.
I can see it going down, going down.

In my head, I see you all over me.
In my head, you fulfill my fantasy.
You’ll be screaming out.
In my head, it’s going down.
In my head, it’s going down.
In my head.

Break it down. Ay-oh. Come on. Ay-oh. Ay-oh.
You singing to me baby in my head right now. Ay-oh. Ay-oh. Come on.
She’ll be screaming out when it all goes down.

Just leave with me now, Say the word and we’ll go. We can go.
I’ll be your teacher. I’ll show you the rodes.

You’ll see a side of love you’ve never known.
I can see it going down, going down.

In my head, I see you all over me.
In my head, you fulfill my fantasy.
You’ll be screaming out.
In my head, it’s going down.
In my head, it’s going down.

In my head, I see you all over me.
In my head, you fulfill my fantasy.
You’ll be screaming out.
In my head, it’s going down.
In my head, it’s going down.
In my head.
 

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ape daaaaaa....

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6t pahala dpt kt aku..
tq3....

wHat i Did 4 LoVe...part 1,2,3....=)

Part 1

June 17, 1999
My name is Mina Nam. I’m 19, still very young, but I am dying. Not right now but my life is slowly fading away as I’m writing my story. At this moment I’m sitting at ‘our’ spot. Mine and Eun Ji Won, the love of my life.
The sun is slowly beginning to set over the lake. I took a glance at my reflection in the water. My outside looks have changed drastically within the past few months, but the water reflected the true me. Inside I’m still the same person.
I have done and given so much for love but never once, have I received it back from Ji Won. There are times that I wanted to tell him everything that I’ve done for him and make him love me back. But I can’t.
Love is not selfish.
So I did what felt right. I keep giving Ji Won my love and I never asked for his love in return. Even though I’ll leave this world pretty soon, my love for him will still remain. My story begins when I first met Ji Won six years ago on this one fateful day. It all started out…

Part 2
October 31, 1993
You better come back here you good for nothing brat!”
I covered my ears with my palms. That was my stepmother calling me. Her voice sounds murderous and I didn’t want to face her today. She had slapped and hit me too much already. I’m afraid I can’t take it anymore so I hid in my closet.
I peeked through the crack in my closet and saw my stepmom with a really pissed off look on her face. She was holding that stick that I’m always afraid of. I winced thinking about how much it would hurt if she hits me with it again.
I’m just thirteen and whoever said 13 was an unlucky number, they were right. My mom had died when I was just turning ten. Before she died she told me that I was the most beautiful girl in the world and how proud she was to be my mother. She said even though she’ll be gone, her love remains with me always.
Tears rolled down my cheeks. ‘If you love me mommy, how can you be so selfish to leave me?’ So now when I had turn 13 my dad had married Mok Young A, who is my stepmom today. She was a cold-hearted woman who tortured me all day. Any self-esteem I had for myself was shattered and I was living a nightmare.
My closet door suddenly opened.

“There you are you wicked girl!”
My stepmom started cussing at me as she pulled me out and threw me onto the floor. I began to tremble because I knew what was going to happen next.
*Whack whack whack.*
I cried out in pain but I knew that no one is going to hear my cries. I desperately began to gasp for air. My heart was aching again. I couldn’t breathe.
“Not again! Don’t you see how much you’re costing your father and me with your heart problems? If it wasn’t for all these medical bills we wouldn’t be so poor now!”
I had this heart condition where air would suddenly shut off and I couldn’t breathe. The doctors are trying to save me by giving me a respirator and pills, but they’re not sure how much longer I’ll be able to live. My dad (who was a pathetic excuse for a man) came in.
He looked down at me with sorrowful eyes. He held my stepmom’s arm lightly and said, “I think she had enough. You don’t want her to have another attack. Calm down and let’s have dinner.”
“That’s why I’m hitting her!” she yelled. “She got detention and stayed after school for an hour. She was supposed to be home to go buy food for dinner and make it. Your daughter is so evil. She wants me to starve or something!”
“I didn’t get detention. The teacher wanted to talk to me about—“
But I was cut off by the whack of my stepmom’s stick. I cried silently in pain and turned away. I didn’t want to look at her.
My dad said, “Well, dinner’s just going to be a little late today. Mina, say sorry to your mom.”
Despite the pain, I managed to say, “Sorry mom. Please forgive me.”
My dad handed me some money. “Here. Go buy food to make mee-yuk-gook tonight.” My stepmom’s temper simmered down a little as my dad lead her out of my room.
I picked up the money and headed for the store. Mr. Choi, the owner of Choi Food Market, shook his head as I walked in. He knew what kind of hell I was going through. I finished my shopping and checked out.
“That’ll be $3.49.”
“What?” I asked. “Umm…Mr. Choi. That’s impossible. With all this stuff it should be around $15.”
“I know Mina.” Mr. Choi gave me a sad smile. “The exact price is $14.32. Why don’t you keep the change for yourself?”
I opened my mouth in shock. “Mr. Choi…I..I can’t do that,” I said as I handed him 20.
He only took five. “No. Keep it. I know that stepmom of yours don’t give you any money.”
I looked up at Mr. Choi with tears in my eyes. Here he was, just a friend reaching out to me. I said thanks and headed for home.

Part 3
I decided to take a shortcut home but as I passed the alley, a hand pulled me in. I was knocked to the ground and a shadow hovered over me. I began to scream but the same hand covered my mouth.
“Shut up or I’ll kill you!”
I shut my mouth instantly. I didn’t want to die yet. In the moon’s reflection I got a good look of my attacker. It was a boy who looked a little bit older than me. His face and clothes were dirty but he had really good features so I could tell he was extremely good-looking. But this was not a time to think about such things.
He held a table knife at my throat and said, “Give me all your money or I’ll kill you.”
I panicked but I knew what to do. I used the move I wanted to use on my stepmom every time she pinned me down and hit me. I kicked him hard, right into his family jewels. He gasped and fell to the floor, dropping the knife. I picked up my groceries and ran.

I guess you can call me the dumbest person alive. I was afraid I had kicked the boy too hard and permanently damaged him. Besides, since my life is hell already, I didn’t want him to go through it too. So I turned back.
When I came back to the alley, the boy was still lying on the floor. He was moaning softly. I lifted him up gently. “Are you okay?” I asked. He shook his head no. “I’m sorry,” I said to him. I reached into my pocket and pulled the money Mr. Choi gave me. “If you need money, then here. All I have is ten dollars.”
I placed the money in his hand and walked away. He looked at me with this weird expression that I couldn’t read. I picked up my groceries and this time I left without turning back. I could tell the boy was watching me as I was walking away…...to be continued

i ThinK She's sTup0.....=p

Boy:  Baby, we need to talk.
Girl:  Ricardo, what do u mean?
Boy:  Something has come up...
Girl:  What? What's wrong? Is it bad?
Boy:  I don't want to hurt you, baby.
Girl:  *Thinks* Oh my God, I hope he doesnt break up with me... I love him so much.
Boy:  Baby, are you there??
Girl:  Yeah, I'm here. What is so important??
Boy:  I'm not sure if I should say it..
Girl:  Well, you already brought it up, so please just tell me.
Boy:  I'm leaving...
Girl:  Baby, what are u talking about?? I don't want you to leave me, I love you.
Boy:  Not like that, I mean I'm moving far away.
Girl:  Why? All of your famliy lives over here.
Boy: Well, my father is sending me away to a boarding school far away.
Girl:  I can't believe this.
[FATHER: (Picks up the other phone, interrupts & yells furiously
ERICA!, what did I tell you about talking to boys?!!!... Get off the
damn phone!! (And hangs up).]

Boy:  Wow, your father sounds really mad.
Girl:  You know how he gets, but anyways, I dont want you to go.
Boy:  Would you run away with me?
Girl:  Baby, you know I would, I would do anything for you, but I can't... You don't know what would happen if I did. My dad would kill me!
Boy:  *Sad* It's okay.. I understand, I guess..
Girl:  *Thinking*I can't believe what's going on.
Boy:  I need to give you something tonite, because I am leaving on
flight 1-80 in the morning, so I need to see you now.
Girl:  Okay, I will sneak out & meet you at the park.
Boy:  Okay, I'll meet you there in 20 minutes.
[They meet at a nearby park, they both hug eachother. And he gives
her a note.]
Boy:  Here you go, this is for you. I gotta go.
Girl:  *Tear* (Begins to cry.)
Boy:  Baby, dont cry, you know I love you... But I have to go.
Girl:  Okay (Begins to walk away.)
[They both go back home. And Erica begins to read the letter he gave her]
It says...
"Erica,

You probably already know that I'm leaving, I knew this would be better if I wrote a letter explaining the truth about how much I care about you. The truth is, is that I never loved you, I hated you so much, you are my bitch and dont you ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, and be around you. You really have no clue how much I hate you. Now that I'm leaving I thought you should know that I hate you, bitch. You never did the
right thing, and you were never there. I didnt think I could hate someone as much as I hate you. And I never want to see you, for the rest of my life, I will never miss kissing you like before, I never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and that's a promise. You never had my love, and I want you to remember that. Bitch, you keep this letter because this may be the last thing you have from me. Fuck, I hate you so much. I will not talk to you soon bitch... Goodbye.
- Ricardo"
[ Erica begins to cry, she throws the paper in tha garbage & crys for hours ]
... A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely... Then she gets a phone call....
Friend:  How are you feeling?
Girl:  I just cant believe this happened.. I thought he loved me.
Friend:  Oh, about that. Ricardo left me a message. A few days ago. He told me to tell you to look in your jacket pocket or something...
Girl: Umm.. okay.
[She finds a piece of paper in the jacket,
It says:
"Baby I hope you find this before you read my letter. I knew your dad might read it, so I switched a few words...
Hate = Love
Never = Always
Bitch = Baby
Will not= will
.... I hope you didn't take that seriously because I love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats why I wanted you to run away with me... -Ricardo"]
Girl: Oh my God! It's a letter.. Ricardo does love me!!, he must of slipped it into my pocket when he huggedme. I can't believe how stupid I am!!

friend:  lol Okay but I g2g... Call me later.
Girl: *happy*okay, bye, I'll be at home waiting for my baby to call me!
... Erica turns the T.V. on......
[Breaking news] "An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for survivors... This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80... it was on its way to an all boys boarding school..." the Reporter says.
[ She turns off the t.v. ... 3 days later, she kills herself, because of the fact that Ricardo was dead & she had nothing to live for... ]
... A day after that the phone rings. Nobody answers. It was Ricardo, he called to leave a message. "Its Ricardo, I guess you're not home so, I called to let you know that I'm alive, I missed my flight because I had to see you one last time. So, I hope your not worried. I am staying for good

b0san.....=(

uwishhhh...
tetttttt...haaa jenis.....
bosn laa...nk g hbu..tp de ke pkai bju kurung..
gilo apo nehhh!!!!
huhuhhuh...
poning dh kopalo ahaaa...
mggu dpn test1...dh stdy ckit2 tp gtu lh...
xmaw fail subj lgg...
xmawwwwww.....

BiLa CinTa....

BiLa CinTa....gio

 

Bila cinta kini tak lagi bermakna
Yang ku rasa kini hanyalah nestapa
Ditinggalkan cinta masa lalu

Dulu kau tawarkan manisnya janjimu
Yang ku sambut itu dengan segenap hatiku
Bila engkau pergi tinggalkanku

(Korus)
Hilangnya cintamu
Menusuk hatiku
Hinggaku memilih
Cinta yang fana
Perginya dirimu
Merobek jantungku
Hinggaku terjatuh
Dalam harapan

Ku sebut namamu
Di setiap doaku
Ku kan setia di mana tempatmu
Yang ku dapat hanyalah bayangmu

(Korus)
Hilangnya cintamu
Menusuk hatiku
Hinggaku memilih
Cinta yang fana
Perginya dirimu
Merobek jantungku
Hinggaku terjatuh
Dalam harapan

(Korus)
Hilangnya cintamu
Menusuk hatiku
Hinggaku memilih
Cinta yang fana
Perginya dirimu
Merobek jantungku
Hinggaku terjatuh
Dalam harapan.. Dalam harapan..